Tuesday, Tuesday, Tuesday...

Drowning in a murky pool of self-pity today. Weekend's over, back to work, nothing to look forward to, all topped off with ominous gray clouds. Blimey, someone come and give me a slap!

Time for something new. But what? There's nothing I can do in Japan, I'm young, unqualified, and my ambitions outstrip my intelligence. So I gotta leave.

But I don't wanna leave. If I leave, can I come back? See my intention is to go home, get myself back into school, get qualified, and get myself back out here to do something I really wanna do. Use that brain that's rattling around up there. But I'm thinking my chances of accomplishing this are slim; life has a habit of creating traps, and opportunities are shy.

This bird's gotta fly... but where to?